So it’s been a VERY long time since I last did a post. I’m not even going to bother to try and give you a catch up session because that would take too much of your time and tbh I can’t really remember all that has happened. Just to say though, that A LOT has happened since May, and not just the changing weather.
I’ve decided to recommit myself to writing on the wall, sharing my thoughts, trust me it’s more for me than you, but I honestly hope that in some small way it’ll help you too.
So here we go once more:
I’ve been in my head a lot recently. Thinking, contemplating. But I haven’t got very far. I’m still where I was, which is exactly where I don’t want to be. - It never ceases to amaze me that thinking about doing things don’t actually get things done. Hmmmm.... when will I learn? – I feel like my circumstances are beyond my control, and they are, and they should be. But my problem is letting go, and letting God control all. I know, I know, I preach, but I have failed to heed the word for myself.
I want to make a lasting change to my attitude. I’m tired of going around this circle of uncertainty. I am ready to change. And I know for that to remain and for me to achieve I need the help of The One above. I need you Lord. Do you hear me?
